okay india bless you

oh dearest dearest!
no pic for this one.
it's been a while.
am in india.
have been for almost 2 weeks.
life is telling me to get going.
or something.
lots of blessings and making room for new fresh cleanness.
many many stories
am working on sorting things out.
breath breath breath
this too shall pass
will share more when home
leave tomorow the 17th back to london.
all works out well and as it should
there is so so so much for me to learn and understand
love all always

trade high

just have to post this

2 things...one...why doesn't blogger ever remember me? i ask it to time and time again.

second...sold all my stock today. sold it high at least. had a credit card flash. am paying about 30% on credit card interest than making on investments. so now...pay all credit cards off(again). and then start investing in this fantastic mutual fund based on green investing. it's been around for 12 years and scottrade gives it 5 stars all over the place. the other funds get 2 and 3 stars in the catagories. and since have not been paying much attention to my stocks, will let them take care of that for me.

all in all its just some few hundred dollars here and there both in credit cards and in investments. in the long haul...this just makes most sense.

light love and blessings

up and running

So this totally seems like a good blog moment. Basically have been awake on and somewhat off since about 2:30am. it's now 6am. Layed in bed till 4am, read....back to bed at 5:15 and now back up rockin and rollin.

It's a bit chilly this morning, so was able to put on nice big fuzzy sweater to snuggle up with.

So it was great!!! Yesterday finally, after about a month or so, finally emailed a friend back in UT. and then this morning had an email from someone i had emailed about a month ago. It was a response to a question had. Well actually a friend back in florida had lent me this book, and unpublished version of a now published book. Since could not remember which friend had gifted it(temorarily gifted it) decided to get right in touch with the author. Listen to this....he lives in amsterdam! Why i find that detail so amazing am not sure, but...yeah. Well here is kind of the thing...this friend i think lent me the book in florida, me and my partner have been conspiring(not really, but it sounds more exciting) to hook him up with another friend in amsterdam. get the link. it's a stretch, but still valid at this time in the morning.

ohhh there are so many things.... normally if the mind is super active it has a time falling asleep, but last not was pretty easy. rarely does it wake up super active at 2 in the morning and not want to shut off. is 2-6 vata time? if so that could explain it.

Also can i just say luv luv luv just being here in london. really don't go out and do anything. yesterday left the house only to go for a run in the park. but the routine is so easy to be on. especially since have cut back the computer time to 2 times a time of 30 min. So have been going to bed before 10pm and waking up before 6am. and meditating twice a day, and reading and studying the books i love, and going for a run in the park. Drinking green tea, and chai, and making meals with balanced protein and veggies. Will head out to the market up the street to get some fruit today as well. have been doing this for a good 3 days nows and still may have 2 more before am sent to fly. Though... must say even on days of flying have worked out a routine to allow a good full program and rest and not have jet lag. The secret, shower or salt bath upon ariving to destination, and treating that timezone as the routine time zone. So instead of going to bed closer to 10pm, will get in bed around 7:30pm, and wake up about 5am. It's been working so i'll keep rollin with it.

so sending you all Light Love Peace and Blessings today!!!

Samantha

a month update, or not

wow! it's almost been a month since last wrote. the realativity of time really flys.

Back to listening to youtube download songs. it's been a while. a little michael buble,lost. 

have this whole nice check list for internet work. 

just got home from US. took nap and walked to and from town. 

secretly want to find something so interesting that distracts. it's a long checklist. haven't been on computer for a while. at least not to do any emailing or researching. 

well that's exciting, nothing else to say.

many blessings.

ummmm

two words jason mraz

yeah..that's right

but really the other thing going through this mind.

so often have this thought, am i really supposed to find a man, get married(or something), and have babes. or...isn't there some other way to be of great service for the world. but then when the reality check comes....it's like, what is personality attracted to? what does it keep going back to? and it's this great boy meets girl love creation. and it's amazing! and almost could be a bit of spiritual pride to think that direction and purpose in life would be any way less amazing than be some mother theresa. this is not to say the thought was to be a mother theresa, it's just saying everything has it's place, time, and purpose, and they are all right and true for them where they are. and it's all so divine and magical. and bless em all.

the only other thing was the idea of destiny vs. free will... and it's not one or the other and to get into it gets to into the relativity of duality in life. or something like that. but the point is... it is what it is.

God bless reason. Thy Will Be Done. It's all Divine Will ohh that I may consciously follow that always. Yes Lord. Thank you Lord!

earth love

just real quick am loving living in this world right now! Life on earth right now is amazing! Bless that always!! thank you thank you thank you!!

in love with divine mother

So wow! life is amazing!

Did a healing yesterday, and was sent thank you email back today. He said said something about my eyes, said they are amazing and how they have a kind of sparkle. This is not to note that, rather last nights dream, some guy was all about me and i just couldn't stop thinking how all i wanted to do was look at his clear water blue eyes. Ahhh...eyes!! those amazing soul portals. And yes one of my favorite things to do is look at my eyes and just say, "I love you Sam. Bless you." Maybe the eyes reflect that.

Thank you thank you dearest friend for the b-day cd! Can finally download some Dar and Indigo Girls and others to my ipod. Have spent hours upon hours of downloading songs on youtube and now...this is so much better. great songs to go.

also one of my favorite things to do is look up phrases google images and see what comes up. Today came up to search, in love with divine mother. this is a pic that came up. it's a bit inspired by friend who told about skin to skin connection. enjoy and bless you all!!

Divine Light Love and Blessings!