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So funny!! Two things. Have been downloading some of roomates music onto itunes. mostly all dance/workout music. plus the throw in of a boy band and sheryl crow. Second thing...was just enjoying looking at all the folders have in my original email account. It's almost like looking back over what have been up to over the last 14 or so years. It's my original account and have been able to maintain it, without getting overloaded with junk mail. Did just sign up for facebook.com and now think that one is short lived. Am thinking people join, just to see someone they've met once or twice, say "i know that person" let them be my new facebook friend. really am not into those things, but do enjoy touching base with long lost acquantances, but 10 new friend invites in one night?! it's a bit much for this chicka, and a bit of a waste of time.

Love this blog, on the other hand, and all these "friends" can check it out, if they really do care to touch base.

Sure there are a handful of people i think it would be fun to touch base with, but not the whole town of fairfield, and not all the pranic healers in america. it's a bit much! So to just stop it now, won't even mind not touching base with others so much. Wow didn't know it had gotten so emotional for me.

Just to end....love emails and actually talking with friends on the phone. Love having a nice intimate group of close friends who are more than just a name and a face on some website.

light love blessings peace and joy!!

and what about your visa!?

this needs to be posted without emotion. just stateing the fact.

will not be going to india today or tomorrow.

did not realize how the process to get indian visa would work.

since am a us citizen in uk, would have to pay uk prices to get the visa here, also they say it takes up to a week. being a flight attendant and all, and actually needing use of my passport once a week makes it a bit more tricky.

you might think, didn't you know this.

obviously no. the only 2 other visas have ever gotten did not work like this. uk visa, one day in la for about 3 hours. turkey, you buy it there( which is actually how was thinking india would work) $20 cash and boom here's your visa, not 85 pounds and a scheduled apointment.

but it funny, maybe because the body is a bit tired, but really the emotions are not all upset. it's a strange feeling. not upset, not happy, just like, it is what it is.

and the only thing about it is the story of going to india will not be told this time, and all my friends think am going to india. that doesn't matter, though.

will have to see about getting indian visa one day while on a DC layover.

light love blessings peace and joy!

this will only be said once, because have been working on this visa thing all morning...

it's almost a relief to not be going right now. which mentally doesn't make sence to me. but maybe there was that inner knowing the whole time, and was just allowing the play of things to go about.

wow so thought was just going to write a quick jont, but really really...maaaaybeee could have somehow, someway gotten the passport today. maybe if the universe was all aligned and supporting.

but 84 pounds was not in the budget. the whole trip was really tapping into my abundance bank, and we're talking great deals on flights, room, and food! All in due course time. now we shall get the passport and be all ready come india in dec.

the end

land and home record

land to home in one hour!! fantastic! that has to be some sort of record. from land...to taxi...to deplane...to wait for a wheelchair...to crew bus...to walk to tube...to tube ride...to walk home(and topped up my oyster card)...all in 1 hr.

what else....

there was something else, but loging on to the blog page was distracted by babys. and we'll just leave it at that.

oh!! do remember what was going to say! got home, had no idea what time it was, so may have been talking to myself. or what i like to call processing my thoughts outloud. and turns out my roomate is still home. oh!!! something else funny. wasn't sure what time it is, right? so have already stripped down out of the uniform and start to head downstairs, when the thought comes, danny may still be home, so quickly just threw on a half wrap. and since danny is home, it's a good thing i didn't just start walking around the house naked as usual.

that's all for now.

love and blessings!!

ahh learning and letting go!!!

So can feel the universe shifting in regards to this flight attendant job.

So amazing day!! Basic Pranic Healing review! Was able to be the volunteer for the general sweeping( cleaning of the aura and health rays). When he got to the basic it felt light a big know was just comb out!! So so so so so so grateful!

So much cleanness!!!

Also have a trip to DC tomorow so should be able to call and get ahold of a couple friends.

the relationship with ashley seems to be fading away ever so easily. we don't talk about travel and trips and haven't any plans. So he sends this email saying email him to let him know when i will be calling on skype. and the thought comes....why call you? what would we talk about?.... this is not meant to sound rude or cold, it is what it is. a natural progression of evolution and change. thank you thank you

This chickas plans are india next month, italy in oct, and back to india in dec

so will be getting a secondary income come sept.

life does support me, as long as i let it.

munch much

hello hello!!!

so have saturday off and am in UK

this is a first. and have no plans...ohhh!! just remembered a friend is teaching a PH course and said i could help. oh yeah!

prob will go to bed soon.

so funny...the body gets so hungry and munchy after a really powerful meditation.

it feels more like a full moon then the full moon night did.

oh so am munching on popcorn. sort of healthyish. it's not butter pop or kettle. just light salt.

making india plans. not over thinkin it.

munch munch munch

but have been workingout regularly

Flower Power

Soooo Humm!!!!!

haven't really had to think or "worry" about finances in a while.

then today realized this course want to take over here is, well, in pounds and for the past 3 months have been getting over the credit limit fees on my cc, which has such a low balance anyway, but too high to pay off. the fees are 39 each month, times three, minus my 20 dollar monthly payment and we're looking at a forth month of this. and the silly thing is. didn't even notice it, because they didn't charge me what i was over, still just charged the minimum. ohhh silly sam for not just waiting to buy whatever you bought or just wait to go on that trip, whatever trip it was, whenever it was. because....well....

here's the cool part. flowers essenses came today. well actually days ago, but today was able to pick them up. it was amazing just the walk home kept thanking them and tuning into them and the bodys energy levels went up! got home and the physical body still looked stoned, from lack of regular sleep. took a flower ess bath, and flower water, and can you say Flower Power!!!! So grateful, have actually been productive today. Even went for a run and did laundry.

ohh...and the emotional body totally did not freak out when realized the whole financial situation. and thanks to the way the flower company works, was paying "cash" anyway.

Amazing!!! Oh, and did wait till after had birthday money to actually get the essences.

Light love blessings peace and joy!

gratitude expectation giving- manifest attract receive

Gratitude-Expectation( not assumption)-Giving

Not assumption, because we all know what happens when one assumes...

Am just playing with the idea of connecting them all. Was listening to The Secret CD and they were saying in order to manifect, attract, get something you need to be gratiful for what you have right now, and what is coming, expect what you want to come, and in my thought... in giving we receive, since they are talking about what to do in order to manifect and get, this must be correlated with the giving end.